弃权 - 容祖儿 [11:18am]

曲名：弃权 歌手：容祖儿

很疲倦

在留与离开之间周旋

慌到没有知觉

你只想爱我几天几夜

我天真以为

能几年几月

掉进一个谎言

手不肯放

就会整个沦陷

很危险

怎么能爱得那么卑微

等着被你忽略

害怕得眼泪流一整夜

但你的安慰

却只给一点

应该怎么摆脱

爱情的包围

让我往后退

*对你的热情

你的虚伪

再也不眷恋

我试着判断试着习惯

被爱的盲点

完全弃权

不让你分配快乐伤悲

放弃为你再生别用等待来熬夜

放弃配合你

要个情节做个心虚的演员

爱你的泪

明天会不见

春天应该不远

^爱上你对不对

不再奢望

哪天会又见

爱你时常蒙眼

眼看着你

出去游戏人间

只任自己

埋怨

后悔

23 May 2007

Taday busy till siao but still got my nice song list... haha...

TWINKLING OF PARADISE - SHINWA [10:38am]
ONLY HUMAN - K [10:43am]
SHALL WE TALK - 陈奕迅 [11:32am]
消失 - 阿沁 [11:44am]
只要一句 - 李准基[1:09pm]

but change DJ like not good leh... very little English, Japanese, Korean songs...

so sleepy….[6:03pm] but, off work lo… yeah!!!

then me, Carol, Pauline,Diana, n Kah Meng went off together...
coz Diana going home, she nv join us for shopping...but she asked us to look out for her shoe for her wedding...
Surprisingly, Kah Meng ask us whether we wan to have dinner or not...

At the mrt's -platform, Pauline was afraid that we cant get in the train so she went to stand near the door there n we all laughed at her coz she was quite far away from us... its like gao zi bi...haha....
so we went for dinner at CityLink's Asian Kitchen [we were treated by CaRoL]... we ate Cha Jyong Meon n Xiah Long Bye n Guo Tie... it was all nice despite last time, my mum say the Cha Jyong Meon is not tasty at all...

However, Pauline realised that she left her ketai at office so we nv shop at all n carol n pauline went back to office then me n kah meng went home.. so we took diff trains back....n no shopping... opps....

Last week n this week quite busy... yestarday then remembered i forgot to ask Li Jiuan out as i promised... Friday, went to HMV to buy TVXQ's chinese ver. of tri-angle album so i spent all my vouchers.. then went to cine to celebrate Sirong's bday... n she treated us to K Dinner... we sing songs n eat... the food was okay.. We had sushi, satay, wedges, onion rings, fried rice n etc...
then amy still ask me if next time when i became a singer, will i give her my signature... haha... i think i got improve... but still think that they are joking... dunno.. but quite happy... i think i'm too into it n terence even pass me tissue paper coz my face is like almost crying when i sing Stefanie Sun's .... then i also challenged S.H.E's new song haha.. n i managed to sing it with little mistakes...then Tuck Mun even say i really can rap the song... haha so happy... then we went to cuppage's Stories for a drink... after i reached home, i found myself smelling of heavy smoke n alcohol n mum was so angry because she couldnt get me on the line...

So on Satarday, even though i was tired n reluctant to go out, i still went to OG with her... while we were about to go, i saw Carol, so we had a chat n she greeted to aunts n mum n grandma... n she bought the shoes she wanted.. it was quite nice n classy... then received the timesheets i wanted from Geraldine onni and she even gave me a necklance from Genting.. it was nice n i love it... yeah...

then on Sunday, when i reached school, tommy came to "bang" me n say wear so nice so pretty taday coz got test huh..i had my vocal test, n even khim, the campus superstar contestant graded me.. i did not improve on the marks n it got worse a little...haiz... coz this time facial expressions was also included in it.. there's a few more new marking scheme inside but i cant remember... i had fun too.. haha... not as nervous as the audition... but Fang sensei asked me why i wear my specs... he said hair like princess, my hairband like princess, i looked like a princess but my face is like tuition teacher with my specs on... haha...then tommy still thought that i'm younger then kimberly, last time ytss one then now become a teacher there, when i said she was younger than me by one years old... when she sings, she cant take it n went to vomit coz she's not feeling well...

then yestarday, i was thinking during lunch i'll call Spring Language to ask about the korean class but lucky them, they sms me first that class starting next week... so i sms Jeslyn to ask her whether did she got the msg... then she replied to ask if i wan to go her place later.. i guessed it, TVXQ's stuff had arrived... hahaha... so happy...

so i went n she gave me some "sweets" too from Malaysia coz she jus went there for a holiday... after that we went comics connections while she was having break but no new stuff yestarday...
lucky... coz i no $$$ le...

then i went home n opened to stuff... but i bag was smaller than i expected... but i was still nice... hahaha.....

taday's nice song list....

有心人有情人 [11:49am]
梦不落 - 孙燕姿[12:07nn]
真实 - 张惠妹[12:17nn]

18 May 2007

玫瑰香(入围14TH金像奖/红玫瑰白玫瑰主题曲) - 林忆莲[3:22pm]

17 May 2007

yesterday n the day b4 saw Liqi… I think should be him lah…coz he very easy to recognize… the day b4 is at yishun interchange… he was with someone… then yesterday, it was on way to meet Anastasia in the mrt, he was sitting down… I think he saw me.. but not sure whether it was me or not…

after meeting Anastasia, we had dinner at Yoshinoya... the went to buy present for Sirong... n it was the favourite present so far coz i really love it... haha... will post pic later but i think still got a long way to go coz i no com....

I went to Kinokuniya on Tuesday…and guess wat? i "discovered" one TVXQ mag there... haha... so i bought it... n also one chinese mag..... so i finished my kino vouchers..

LA LA LA LOVE SONG(日剧长假主题曲)-久保田利伸(TOSHINOBU_KUBO) [9:39am]
So sleepy… howz…
STARS[200磅美女电影歌曲]-金雅中[10:36am] then 你我是傻瓜[韩剧“宫“插曲]-STAY

Kenneth asked me to count all the application forms… oh no!!!
But lucky, I have the cover pages to help me… haha [phewz]

Then Diana pass me a stack of forms to do batching, as in counting stacks of 10… then later I’ll have to learn process forms… haha… finally got things for me to do.. abit scare… hope no mistakes today… n be efficient too…yeah~~~

自导自演的悲剧-陶吉吉 [2:18pm] Nice song…

[5:12pm] jus saw kenneth’s mail… cant believe that Kenneth is leaving earlier than me… that is mid-june… omg… feel abit sad abt his leaving coz he’s a nice person despite that I always complain to myself n others he’s very demanding on the time frame n dateline of my work… haiz…..

Now waiting 4 Ana's reply....

SO Boring… nothing to do… jus found out that my contract till June quite happy lah… still can stay here somemore… haha… jus now went to raffles city for lunch… after eating when to breadtalk coz Diana got voucher… I thought I calculate wrongly for the bread so I went to ask Diana then she said no lah… n “slap” my face… actually I was quite shock coz I dun like but its okie lah… only joking.. so still fine… normally if it’s a guy I think I’ll be super angry… then thinking of going kinokuniya taday so check for my voucher then found that I still got $20 for HMV… hahaha… so happy coz I thought only left $10 dollars…

宝贝- 张悬 Nice Song

我的宝贝宝贝给你一点甜甜

让你今夜都好眠

我的小鬼小鬼

逗逗你的眉眼

让你喜欢这世界

哇啦啦啦啦啦我的宝贝

倦的时候有个人陪

哎呀呀呀呀呀我的宝贝

要你知道你最美

我的宝贝宝贝

给你一点甜甜
让你今夜很好眠

我的小鬼小鬼
逗逗你的小脸

让你喜欢整个明天
哇啦啦啦啦啦我的宝贝

倦的时候有个人陪

哎呀呀呀呀呀我的宝贝

要你知道你最美

哇啦啦啦啦啦我的宝贝

孤单时有人把你想念
哎呀呀呀呀呀我的宝贝

要你知道你最美

哇啦啦啦啦啦我的宝贝

倦的时候有个人陪

哎呀呀呀呀呀我的宝贝

要你知道你最美

要你知道你最美

Watashi no WeeKEnD...

Last Friday, went to find Jeslyn but before that went to "eng" jie and danny there[comics connection] coz Jeslyn tell me there got JaeJoong mouse pad.... in the end i spent near $40 coz i bought a photo book , the poker card which i already waited for a long time, and all the mouse pad they keep for me [but all doesnt include Max only got a group photo and the rest are solo photos]... Happy.... haha... but got one sec sch gal abit irritating and still ytss somemore... coz she keep asking not to buy coz she wants but lucky "eng"jie noes that she cant afford so she says " u got money meh"

another news is that both "eng" jie n danny has quit n before this month end, they will leave... haiz.. so sianz... jus get to know them n they so nice... too bad...

then went to jeslyn's place n change back my hp battery [n becoz of this, i nv meet ana to buy present...] coz hers low batt last wed so we changed... then she was very fustrated coz of one of the staff called "hui xin" she really irritated her so she demand to change partner… so MeiLian kanna her… then even MeiLian also cannot stand her…. Coz when MeiLian playing TVXQ songs, she listened to her MP3… for me, the feeling is like you work there but you dun listen to the songs played in your shop… wat does it reflect to the customers n where’s the respect to your colleague? Then when stocks came she nv helped up and leave the partner to do alone and it was when there’s a lot of stock to take…n her, standing at the counter, toking on the phone and dun even care about the customers in the shop… wat the hell sia… no wonder they r so fed up with her…

then the day doesn’t end for Jeslyn … I was there n we were trying to chat then one female came in to ask whether S.H.E’s new ablum has arrived n I think she pre-ordered so when Jeslyn said the stocks were not there yet, she give a super duper disgusted face n said something like “gao shen me gui, so long already haven come…” in a very irritated tone n to us it was like “watz wrong with you? Too long nv kanna beaten up by people.. so not feeling right huh?”

then she was “like” me loiter in the shop for nothing [but not like me in this case, coz I went there to chat with them n at least I knew them…] n as some of you know [but not u-know from TVXQ, haha…. Okie… tat’s emal], at NorthPoint’s Sembawang Music, the way pass the counter to the cd shelf was like already so squeezy, n there she was standing, putting her hand on the counter somemore, blocking the way which was already so narrow…. N I was also there trying to tok, but she jus stayed there, then Jes was like packing her TVXQ n Bang Bang Tang stuff coz she long time nv take home le, then she jus said “wow, u want to distribute presents ah?” in mandarin…then we were again like “do we know u in any way after that sickening expression u gave a moment earlier?”

I "told" ana n jeslyn using my phone saying I think she wants to wait for the cd to arrive…after a while, she went out to stand at the corridor, came in again n this time she toked to me… she said “ the cd at the opposite[MeiLian’s place] also haven arrive yet ah?” then I told her that “I think the cd is unlikely to arrive today” then she said “if arrive also not so early n shld be 9pm ba, really break record” then I finally break out “actually I’m not the stuff here, I jus happened to know the staff” she:” orh….” N went out again…. Haiz…. I told them wat she asked me n they laughed in dismay…. Then Jeslyn was complaining abt huixin was so stupid, okie, not stupid lah… only tat she doesn’t noe how to see ppl’s expressions n still dare to ask MeiLian whether she’s feeling unwell despite that her expression was not unwell but only displeased with her n even asked her twice….when I saw her I said she came already… then she laughed bcoz of “caocao” but at tat moment huixin was still there and was like “wat happened?”

after a while, I was like feeling nothing much to chat with that female there, so I told them I wan to go already coz I also need to buy some snacks n groceries for mum at ntuc.. so I said bye n went out… I saw MeiLian standing at the gate so I decided to tell her about that female thing over the other side since she’s so “boring” there…. Then she also said “u know [yunho? haha] wat happened right?” I said ya… she was going to the toilet, so I finished up the female’s story n we reached jeslyn’s place… then jeslyn told me that the female asked ana “eh, ur frien , who was me, go already ah?” I really dunno watz up with her… so idiot, mentally challenged [worse than that] or wat?

Satarday, was YiFang Big Day of age 21… I did a picture for her and we, my family n I, went to Ngee Ann’s alumni’s centre there to have a buffet dinner… saw some ytss classmates but was too paiseh to say anything to them coz not all of them I noe n we nv meet each other for too long… then I watched my 1st live cheerleading performance n it was nice despite some mistakes they made… I did not catch the first performance with my own eyes coz I was trying to video it but it was too dark… then the second time was bcoz, her bf, Joshua’s father arrived n so Fang decided to do an encore performance for him... even the chef went out to watch… how I wish I can be like her… haha… but I dun think I dare..
Then wei said something which make me surprised coz he said I must have a plan for future n I was like, he himself always play, n there he was giving me some piece of “advice”?

Yestarday, I went to my vocal class n tommy disturb me again…. Coz I was standing outside a class to watch their lesson n he was there trying to scare me with his palm? Then he asked y I watched until like tat? Then I say I nothing to do mah… then he said actually he was suppose to have lesson with us the previous week but he had a fever with degrees of 41 degrees Celsius... so I asked then did he go to the hospital? He answered, actually he wants to but he jus endured it… then he said he feel like dying…. The main thing is we had test next week… oh no… still must intro then can sing… haiz.. then I choose Stefanie Sun’s Liao Jie…then we sing the songs we chose n had a “preview” of Stefanie Sun’s “wo huai nian de” for advance class….

[11:54am] Alvin asked me whether I want to have lunch with them or not coz my gang only left me in the office… but to me, was like, lunch with Yvonne? Wat the tong, NO WAY!! U can say I was too pea-minded but I dun care… I jus dun like her… it jus threw away my appetite to eat with her… n I dun wan to be a gooseberry… n I got absolutely nothing to say if I were with them…


[3:28pm] 知己-周慧敏 邰正宵 nice song...

okie... go home lo... yah... taday did open mail for Pauline....

Nice Guy

Yestarday i went to cut hair at Yishun GV there.... a guy cut for me... he's cute n was gentle to me n my hair.. he has a nice smile.. i think he's a malysian coz he soungds like when i heard him toking to one indian lady.... i cut away 3 inchs... not bad but quite short... abit like doll hair loh...

Listening to 某年某月某一天-ENERGY [12:24pm] so nice.... like the lyrics...

Yestarday, went to Jeslyn there... chat chat chat, then saw Darryl in the shop too but lucky he nv see me... *phew* but got one idiot auntie keep toking to me... even hold me somemore (i mean hold me by the shoulder) so angry...

jus now go to www.ownskin.com to try to create my own theme... *jus to remind myself, Nokia 6288, my phone model* quite troublesome n slow....

Listening to 着迷 by 潘玮柏 [10:13am] got a feeling of falling in love...

只要一句 by 李准基 [10:42pm] i think is sad love song....

回来吧[某年某月某一天]韩版 by SEVEN [10:46am] but i think his voice too high pitch in the 1st "little" part... i still love EnERgY's version by Main Vocal Ady.. love his voice too much...

but yestarday morning, i dreamt of Siang Choon saying my hair sucks when we meet for a meal together... strange right... coz the day b4 Kah Meng was asking abt watz my hairstyle called so i dreamt abt the hairstyle happening....

so boliao (working whole day though)... has been listening to Wilber's 着迷 for the whole day le... still sounds nice...

曲名：着迷 歌手：潘玮柏

我停下了脚步看着你 可爱又美丽的背影 希望好运就此降临 耶耶
听着我最喜欢的CD 终于我骨气了勇气 把我的爱意向你说明 耶耶

你的忧郁代表神秘的大眼睛 已经攻占我的心 喔耶耶
就让我把每一个你搂在怀里 说爱你

*BABY BABY 就是你 藏在心中的秘密 要和你在一起
这是多么的甜蜜
喔 you're the one for me 我早就深深着了迷
就快点给我你的心

BABY BABY 就是你 藏在心中的秘密 要和你在一起
这是多么的甜蜜 喔 you're the one for me
我早就深深着了迷 就快点给我你的心

我会永远在这里 不停不停等着你 BABY 快给我你的心
喔you're the one for me
我会永远在这里 不停不停等着你 BABY 快给我你的心
BABY BABY 就是你 我早就深深着了迷 就快点给我你的心

haha... n i drew JaeJoong too...

Haiz... *okie, i know sighing early in the morning is not healthly but really sianz

ARHHHHHH!!!!!! i am so angry with the printer!!!!! KEEP MAKING ME KILL TREES.... I HATE IT!!!

I'm so stupid... i opened the drawer, nv close then jus now i sit down n it hurt my butt...*wah, super pain*

taday the computer keep going against me... wat the dong!!! n my horoscope taday keep i hav to keep cool coz my temper not good.... haiz.. but this all tis shit, hard to say....

Work whole day le... sianz (now is 5:54pm)

yestarday i received one sms from eng jing's cousin... @ 1st, i thought who but in the end she sms for nothing... like abit boliao....

Back from Labour Day holiday... jus to add on to the previous blog... i treated mum to Northpoint's teppan yaki [our 1st time eating this].... i ordered sirloin steak n mum ordered lamb... it tasted good n it comes with a rice n soup n the soup is tasty too...but i think there's one guy looking @ me though... coz i jus feel it... he was one of the chef there... hair was dyed dark blonde, spiky but he was abit *height-challenged* but now thinking back, or it was me who looked @ him that's y he looked back... but anyway, whatever....

Yestarday, did nothing jus watched dvd *Goong* again though i havan watched finished my 2nd time of Full House but i recorded Rain's Saranghae, n his different version of Gomsema to my handphone as my tones... then watched tv all the way....

taday, nothing interesting yet...
jus wake from a nap...still sleepy... ^0^ *yawnz*
feel so bored...

taday, is the last day of ApR... tomorrow's holiday... yea.... but i having big prob n0w.. coz i got no $$ to pay my vocal lessons fees... oh no... i guess i've to lend $$ from someone le... haiz...

last friday, i think i offend ClaY le... i was in the lift initially with CaRol, but i forgot to take my umbrella, so i went back to retrieve it.. then this time in the lift, the lift stop @12, then i was thinking if ClaY would appear n the conclusion is, he did.....

he said :Hello , n i smiled at him then look up to see the lift's screen going which storey already, but i think my action offended him coz it looks like me despising him... then we nv tok n walk our own ways... i feel like i'm a idiot... *ArHHH!!!!!!*

last saturday, me n mum went to Northpoint to shop for Fang's 21st Birthday present... we went LeeHwa n bought a necklace.... n after we went to Sun Plaza n bought my phone Nokia 6288 then go to NTUC...

taday, almost nv work, then lunch time, carol felt very fan feel like eating BK n she treated me Burger King, coz only me n heR (Pauline met her friens for lunch) so we got candlelight lunch tagether *coz this morning, pauline say me n carol wear green... then i said caRol is my wife, but carol says she wants to be husband* hahaha*

then jus now [now is 4:51pm] we were toking abt them n toking abt AL using feng you.. then after that, we were chatting n gossiping abt them...

Jia Jia AL knows today go off at 5.30?
Jia Jia Shd know lah...
CaRol his good fren will tell him
Jia Jia YT date him le...
Jia Jia Wahahahahahaha...
CaRol yeekss.
PauLine haaaa u all so mean
MiYuKiShAnEL really ah
MiYuKiShAnEL she date him
MiYuKiShAnEL hahaha
Jia Jia No lah....
Jia Jia Hahahaha....
CaRol are we victimising AL?
MiYuKiShAnEL i thought i heard them yestarday abt al repairing com for yt
MiYuKiShAnEL i think we r
MiYuKiShAnEL haha
MiYuKiShAnEL oppss...
MiYuKiShAnEL =P very mean
Jia Jia Kekekekeke...
CaRol AL is quite nice what..
CaRol haha
MiYuKiShAnEL but too bad he dun really "click" with us
Jia Jia Hmmm...
Jia Jia why...
MiYuKiShAnEL dunno
CaRol lets go join hi, and apply feng you..
Jia Jia Generation gap?
CaRol i put yoko yoko
MiYuKiShAnEL hahaaha
MiYuKiShAnEL lol
CaRol wat gap..he so young.
Jia Jia Hahahaha...
Jia Jia Me lah me lah....
Jia Jia I am the oldest.....
Jia Jia among here lah...
CaRol die..i think ijust ganna phone audit
Jia Jia izzit?
Jia Jia How u know?
CaRol duuunooask me if this is HBL
Jia Jia and...
CaRol what HBL?i noe HBO
CaRol i say this EDN bye bye
Jia Jia I think is housing loan...
PauLine beriii sian ah
Jia Jia Going home soon le...
PauLine for u
Jia Jia Yah...
Jia Jia Half an hr later will be u...
PauLine they went to date again *coz i say jus now when me n carol go toilet n come back, she was peeking from her table to see who come back then they went out*
PauLine ai yoh so scandalous
Jia Jia Hahahaha....
Jia Jia Oh...went again...
CaRol go where?
Jia Jia date lor...
PauLine bring outbox things down
Jia Jia Wah...he die le...
MiYuKiShAnEL hahaha... i think few more days later, we will lose our xing2 xiang4 n bcome
3 gu 6 po
Jia Jia Wahahahahaha....
MiYuKiShAnEL haha
CaRol no lor..i am a SHU NU ( a woman with great virtue)
Jia Jia Pooi!!!
Jia Jia Sorry....
Jia Jia hahaha...
CaRol haha..why leh..i am lor
CaRol just that its hidden inside me
CaRol not exposed to public
CaRol wahahaha
Jia Jia I faint le...
Jia Jia Pls call 999....
MiYuKiShAnEL calling 999....
Jia Jia Aiyah...
CaRol to send me to mad pple hospital iziit
Jia Jia Cannot go at 5 le...
MiYuKiShAnEL sorry the number u dialed is not unavailable... pls try again later
MiYuKiShAnEL no lah... is 4 jia jia
MiYuKiShAnEL coz she say she faint le
Jia Jia Hahahaha...
MiYuKiShAnEL *is not available
CaRol service centre at 2nd flr got tv?
Jia Jia yeap...
CaRol hiyah..
Jia Jia But blur...
CaRol play what..cartoon?
Jia Jia Dont know change or not...
CaRol i wanna suggest play cartoon
Jia Jia Mr Bean...
MiYuKiShAnEL u want watch?
CaRol
MiYuKiShAnEL orh
CaRol so that children wun make noise
Jia Jia Yeap....
MiYuKiShAnEL then if they laugh more noisy
Jia Jia Think so ba...
Jia Jia then mbr wont feel waiting very long...
CaRol play sad movies.too sad..cannot make noise
Jia Jia Will cry!!!
CaRol too sad to complain..wanna go home
Jia Jia Hahahaha....
MiYuKiShAnEL haha * and etc....*

can go home le.......

27 ApR 2007

BIG NEWS BIG NEWS!!!!

yestarday we jus toking abt YT and AL having lunch tagether n so fast like *A DREAM REALISED*, they r having lunch tagether taday!!!! OMG....

SO, the next question is,

" WILL THE TWO OF THEM BE TOGETHER DESPITE YT's MYSTERIOUS BOYFRIEND?"

Reported by Ksha.P.nelO

Taday, nothing much but i took a 2-hR time off to register my korean lesson... Initially, i suppose to meet Jeslyn but in the end i went there myself coz she cant get a cab n she was late...

then, taday, i also very nosey... *haha* coz at first i laughed @ YT coz her hair clip make me think of the clip to fasten our snack... then found out that she used 2 ah soh hairclip to clip her hair, so cannot clip vertically... but she normally dun "tied" hair... then she n alvin, the new colleague went home together then we gossip that next time they will have lunch 2gether too... hahaha... so funny to me... coz actually we feel that he dun really "click" with us...

That's all folks*** for taday *smileZ*