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Last Fri was Sandy's birthday... Had fun but apologetic towards LiJiuan... coz i felt that i was a bad friend... that day she doesnt know the way to Sandy's chalet... so she called me.. then Sandy's friend guided her.... while Vincent was playing the video for Sandy, she called me again.. but i dun noe where she was n had no idea on how to guide her we had miscommunication then i even said that we were watching video.... that was so mean of me... i shld have help her.. she must feel lost n angry at the time...

when she reached, she was tired and when we(me n junling) ask her abt how she get here n whether she feeling okie, i knew her it was not so although she said she was fine... i could see tears but i dun want to mention it coz scare she cry... I'm so so so sorry and i want to say "VERY VERY SORRY" to her for neglecting her... really really sorry...

Overall for this week, although today is only wednesday, the mid term of a week... i think i had off-days... dun feel really good... Monday actually going out with Fang but she was sick... (pity for her.. hope she get well real soon...) yesterday (tuesday) feel so down n sianz... so went to find Jeslyn for a chat... reach home at around 9something then had a scolding from mom.... haiz...
today, felt very "bu shuang" inside... everytime we had a "meeting" in sametime at office... sometimes i felt so insignificant in office... everytime i send email to the rest in office, they normally view it "invisible" and ignore it... N the thing is, the email is regarding work.. although not all are like that but i loathed emailing them... as sametime, as for today, i asked something in there n nobody replied... although for me i occasionally nv replied to the things they say, but it is either i nv see it or feel that its too lame to answer... then for them, they do not respond promptly, its okie for me but sometimes they expect me to respond immediately... like got one time P asked me to see the msg quickly... actually not one time la... but fine... then jus now i jus asked some questions N it about work, no one answered... so i asked again... still for a while everyone ignored... then finally jia jia replied.. i also asked P to see the msg and i think she thought it was jus some wuliao thing so she felt very disturbed.. so i told her it was abt work not "fei hua" then she clicked to see... for them, its like they will get immediate respond when they toking in the same space as me.... Am i so insignificant to them... everything that i said was not important at all?

Taday i officially start work at 255pm... Can u imagine? haha... i surf net then type my email to word document (Pravs world)... then eat lunch then play logic 9.... (put at word doc to do instead of on the newspaper itself...

AnGry MorninG then CraZy NighT

Tis asa super duper dotemo angry.... got one stupid idiot inconsiderate no brain and watever guy
was reading newspaper behind me... he read is his business but he kept irritating me...
i stare @ him upteen times already but he made no reation... i was so so angry that i want to throw his paper away and shout @ him... but i didnt... it was so sqeezy that the uncle standing in front tnear the door was like already sticking on it n him, take up space to read his paper... after that he did move away... then got tis same species of the stupid idiot inconsiderate no brain and watever lady was standing in front of me doing the same act- read her newspaper.... and irritating other ppl.. there is one victim like me, was a woman also did stare at her but she had the same reaction...

Lucky the day wasnt that bad... after work i meet Lijiuan to buy Sandy's present... we went to raffles city to buy tea... the bottle was nice... then we bought sushi from the Market place then went to MOS Burger as i have craving for french fries... in the end i ate superlot.. i had a spicy chilli hotdog with the sushi we bought... i was so full up my throat...then along the way back LiJiuan insisted on listening to my crap DJ thingy for sandy and she said it was nice and wanted to join in... but i have to be the scriptwriter as she had left no braincells to kill after doing her report and homework for her u studies.. then we crap almost all the way till home as we were tired and feeling "high"... haha...

Now is 1143am... feel: super hungry.. n feeling bored....

Now is 208pm... jus had a nice lunch...
Food: Grilled fish with curry rice n tomyam soup... Price $3.20 (20 cents for container)
Place: Amoy (Kah Meng's Fav hangout place to takeaway lunch)
Happening: Saw HongLi while wanting 4 km.... Actually abit shy to say hi to her... but knew that she saw me... so greeted each other... n she permed her hair...

taday quite sianz... so quiet n boring without pauline( on mc) 's laughter n teasing with mary (on urgent leave)

Black MoN

taday super sianz.... and angry too... dun noe angry abt wat....tis morning the Mark who had ShinGun feel formally join inv

Ah Ma's bday

18 MaR 2007

haiz... that day in the end i still nv go kino...

but anyway today i went to my vocal lesson n received one notice that Peter老师 n Anthony老师要拆伙了...　どしょ。。。だれもたつけて。。。

きょう　の　クラス　は　たのしです。。。　きょうのせんせいはAnthonyです。。。

then everybody almost, came to my house to celebrate... enjoyed chatting with silin n fang... haha..

BorinG BorinG

Yestarday nv go kinokuniya.... Coz need to go Bee Chun Heng to buy things 4 hermoni n Auntie Alice... i bought the prawn crackers n the fish thingy that Auntie Alice like...

taday feel so boring... tml sure hav to pack le... dun care i kyo kino de iikimasu... zetaini...

Jus had lunch... realise that km also will sainai.... jus to get ppl to go up 34th floor to buy teh with him.. haha.. funny..

Add on: shld be tis day that me n pauline went to coffee bean @ ard 4 or 5... got stunt coz i thought saw shingun but is not la... when we go back, along the way, pauline said got one guy, the "shingun alike" friend who went to collect coffee n came near us was looking @me the moment i step in... quite happy la... coz still got ppl notice me... not that "transparent" or "common" after all....

(* 0 *) ..

Taday super sianz now in office already still like haven wake up.... (yawnz)
after work hav to go Auntie Alice's house to watch Hana Kimi that i missed yesterday bcoz of OG... n bring back empty boxes too... (for moving purposes)
Super Duper sianz... dun wish to move house leh... (but hav to do it in approv. 3 weeks 's time)
taday i wan to go kino 1st b4 going to Aunt Alice's house... want to buy magazine.. coz feel like lost from fashion already..n hair too....

saw a girl in train kanna stain on her pants.... nv tell her... so feel very bad but really dun noe how to break out to her... scare she knew already damn paiseh.. haiz...

AAhhhzzz... so boring... hav to work liao... but kyo k san shigoto nai... yokata... :p

Howz Howz Howz... i think i shld be getting my menses... super down... mood swing... almost crying already.. tatsukete... dare mo ii...

now feel okie le... then Pauline so wuliao so she sms to Y.E.S 93.3 to dedicate song... then the DJ was PeiFen n she goes: Ah paul yao dian ge give shan shan gen Mr Ho... hai you duo 3 ge xiao shi jiu zi you le... 1st time got ppl dedicate song to me... feel quite cute... haha

:)P

Taday wake up late... then took the 7 near 48 train then saw then "feel Ady" guy board the train @yishun but diff door....

Wow... taday is white valentine's day.. jus wan to say, "YoongWoongJaeJoong shi, wang juan sarang hamida.... Shingun shi, uoy gnissim...

The time now is 11:19am... Y.E.S jus continuously played the two songs that i practised @ my sch... Yong Qi (although is Guan Liang's version) n Xin Dong

Meeting mum to go OG with Aunt Alice.....

Went home already watched TVfXQ 1st Concert DVD... super nice... not as bad as wat Jeslyn said... JaeJoong shi nomu kiyo...

Bulasoyo...

Kyo asa, minna san went to 34th floor 4 our usual food n coffee... then auntie Nancy was like toking to kodomo n tok 2 me and even give me sweet...Sunday jus kanna say baby then now... hahaha...

Taday, SherrY san asked me to pass something to 14th,13th n 12th floor... As ClaY's mail was with us, so Pauline asked me to help her to hand the mail to him... When i reached, he was toking with the other staff... so i went to him n said "ClaY, you nide xin".. then the rest was like all looking @ me as if i had handed him a ai no mail... actually i was quite nervous, but not sure whether issit bcoz of myself or the others was looking at me............ ah... bulaso...



PS: i decided that i'll still put the past on whenever i'm free with my "current" past..

MonDay BluE = SupeR EmaL?

12 MaR 2007

Kyo wa, watashi hotoni dotemo wuliao... I was standing at the side of the "link" of each mrt cabin & there was one guy who feel like Ady was standing in front of me facing me... he was quite tall... then something suddenly strike me that i imitate the standing position he had n the way he rest his hands n legs... super emal right... even i was feeling i'm so idiot....

But i saw a westerner who look so handsome on his side view like a "Gentleman" from the past that i couldnt stop peeking @ him... like se liang hor... :p

Taday, Sheery assigned Pauline to be "new"'s buddy who will be joining us on 16 ApR 2007 with a comment "quite cute"

as he will be my neighbour, they started teasing me "u dun look at him till u dun work" that kind of thngs... haiz P: scarely he's a hana kimi or like rain... etc

BuSy LasT WeeK

6 MaR 2007 (Tue)

After work, meet Dokomi - Cineleisure to Far East de ikitte... presento kaitai....
kaban o kaitta....

7 MaR 2007 (Wed)

Rebecca no tanjyobi desu... shigoto made, Safra (Toa PayoH) ikitte... uta o uta... tannoshi.... demo, tire ne...

8 MaR 2007 (ThuR)

Sherry san treat us Pizza n drumlets... Yeah!! yokata ne... dinner = $ nai....
sore kara, YiHonG to aitsu no okasan ishoni watch ~I'm a Cyborg, but that's Ok~
nomu kyo chuwa hae....

9 MaR 2007 (Fri)

LiJiuan no tanjyobi desu.... shigoto made, ViVo City no Marche de gohan o tabete.... hontoni oishii.... sore kara, St.James de ikitte... mocktail o notte... mo oishii....mo ii host, Marianne san... (cheeRs) 4am+ then reach home 'O'... sleepy

11 MaR 2007 (SuN)

Uta no kurasu... nomu chuwa hae... tanoshi.... demo, Fang sensei called me BaBy.. :P
"play" with Tommy san... haha...