now is 9:44am n i haven even started to work... haiz... too buzy typing in here to "preserve" my memories.... okay... jus done... shigoto hajimemasu....

V ('.') V fighting aza aza ganbarimasu fight o V('.') V

PS: the date is the same coz the previous post is abt yestarday...

20 ApR 2007

Haiz... this week haven write anything here yet.... jus checked... i did wrote something n it was jus 3days back... i think its becoz of yestarday's audition... omg... i jus flunk it.... it's jus horrible...

anyway, i jus find that Mr JiaM had said that my eyes are pretty without anybody realising it coz yestarday lunch time our topic was abt animals(when i said i was "shocked" by a cat which ran across the interchange after an uncle chased it out of his table n i knew he was laughing at me who got a shock *so mean*) n he said that my eyes look like cat's... n when i said do i looked like one, he replied cat's eyes are very pretty... haha

yestarday, i think i dragged myself to the music sch n it was the 1st time i'm not so willing to go there.... coz of the audition... i met my only guy classmate and i dun even know wat i was toking n he was like *hello, r you okay or something* coz i said our class only two of us were here forgeting another girl from our class...and after him, was me... i was super duper nervous n jus couldnt help myself... my voice jus couldnt project out and 1st time i knew how was it like to feel nothing was in my mind n didnt know what i was really doing n this feeling sustain even when i was already @ home.. it's jus awful... i was standing there with carina, veron n another lady judge looking at me... i introduced n started singing.. i lost my words so i requested for another chance... but it jus wen wrong... then tommy was helping me with good words n everything he could... it was nice of him but i jus failed him... m so sorry dude... it was jus a off day for me... tommy was like saying i can be loud n my vocal was okay with music n etc... they even let me sing another song which was with music (fish leong's song) nah... jus forget it....

i decided that i mus watch something to get rid of the horrible feeling, i.e i was like feeling i was going to die anytime of heart attack... n even didnt know wat i was reading (pauline's storybook titled *if you could see me now* by Cecelia Ahern n i read 50+ pages without really knowing wat i was reading....) so i watched *night at the museum* casting Ben Stiller... it was quite a nice show b4 i went to bed....

18 ApR 2007

taday after work, caRol, pauline n i went shopping @ taka... we went zara, mango n m)phosis then after which i went back to buy prawn crackers for mom n it was no bag day for supermarket, so i jus stuff inside my bag n went Jeslyn's place to give Meilian the $$ for the limited documentory book consisting of a bag.. Hope to get it fast... haha.. so looking forward to it...

This are the pics of the bag, 1st is the handdrawn the the 2nd is the real photo... actually this is the 1st time i'm looking @ the "real" stuff... n it RoCkZ!!! hahaha

n anyway, i'm going to bring it to sch when my lesson starts... haha... official schoolbag for us, Jeslyn, Meilian n me!!